yeah so i am posting it because my blog is rather bare right now.....
the past few months have been crazy.
and unpredictable.
From our family selling our home and loosing the one we thought we were going to buy, from the paralysis of a dear dear brother in christ, from the countless trials and struggles in my friends lives, ranging from Drug Abuse, to depression, to faith issues, to realationship breakups and much more.
all these things causes stress and anxiety. not knowing what to say to a freind in need, not being able do do anything or help in a hard situation, not being able to encourage somebody, not feeling like things are going right. time after time things keep going wrong.
Being home 1 or 2 days of the week and getting less than 6 hours of sleep a night have not helped matters at all either.
where is God in all this?
i feel as if my life is spiraling downward.
or at least i did.
God is here with me. carrying me through. through these tribulations i have grwon so close to God, and the friendships i had with some of my freinds have grown so much deeper than they would have otherwise. the same thing with my family. even though i am gone the majority of the time, my parents have never stopped supporting me, and i thank God for this blessing!
there are still many obstacles ahead. and many frustrating things to overcome. but i am assured that All things will work for the good of those who love our savior.
Little do men perceive what solitude is, and how far it extendeth. For a crowd is not company, and faces are but a gallery of pictures, and talk but a tinkling cymbal, where there is no love.
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